Christine. 22. Wants to live a simple and boring life.
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Hrmm. Sunday, March 21, 2010 @ 5:18 PM In response to ah tong's latest blog post, I've been thinking.
Why do some people fall prey to insatiable greed?
Is is the lack of consequential thinking or a lifestyle too mundane that drives some of us to be overly ambitious? Or is it overconfidence? Curiosity? I've never seen myself as an ambitious person. I don't believe in getting anything that I want. But it is not as if I have never been greedy, that ugly sensation of desire gnawing into my head, telling me I can do better, telling me I can get more.
But I am grounded because I have experienced loss. The smallest things like eating breakfast without anyone banging on your door. Or neighbours ignoring me and not giving me weird stares and gossiping behind my back, they mean a lot to me. When I have more, there's more for me to lose. If perfection is what I have now and not what I might have, wouldn't life be so much better?
Ok from now on I shall whine less.
Because seriously people complain too much. Complain because they are too comfortable. Complain because they have too much time on your hands.
I THINK COMPLAIN KINGS AND QUEENS DESERVE TO BE EXILED TO THE AFRICAN LANDS AND SUFFER UNTIL THEY HALF DIE.
I will then cherish, and be happy.
And don't tell me the what ifs.
Message from God. Thursday, March 18, 2010 @ 6:32 PM Yesterday I received a message from "God" (on facebook). "He" told me: Despite the misfortunes you have encountered in life, you are a blessed person. Think about the blessings you have in life and your life will turn for the better.
Indeed I am. For having such great friends. My dad told me not to approach my friends, he told me I would only get looked down upon, so I kept mum. But yesterday the problem has became so heavy I felt that I cannot shoulder it any longer, and I only felt that I needed to tell someone or else my head will explode. In the end I couldn't tahan anymore. I had to tell someone.
What I got were two offers for help, when I had asked for none.
Thank you God, thank you Yi wen and Hui Yuan. :) You mean a million times more to me than that puny some of money.
PS: For those who are wondering what the hell I'm talking about I'll tell you soon when we meet up. Don't worry, I'm fine. With my wonderful friends, I'm fine.
Help. @ 1:30 AM Please cross your fingers for me.
Yum. Monday, March 8, 2010 @ 8:18 PM I just downed a whole colony of ants along with my honey lemon drink.
Makes me think of my childhood.
How pleasant.