Christine. 22. Wants to live a simple and boring life.
Amanda Li Ying Meng Kiat Tonggab Yi Wen Yi Xin
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Anyways today's photography class was like an introductory one la, and my lecturer's actually our alumni la, so he's still pretty young (because our course is still relatively new). He showed us his portfolio and I thought it was really impressive. (Too bad I forgot his full name, cannot show you all) From his photos I could feel how daring he was, especially his fashion and glamour shots. Even though he's very ang mo pai and rather different from other lecturers, he still tell us to record these stuff down.
1. Attitude is everything
2. Humility
3. Conquering fear
4. Making it happen
5. Integrity
Sounds like those school values in secondary and primary school that you've never ever cared about hor. But say really after some thinking ah, I really think I lack discipline. I always dismiss problems and say that I can't do it, because in truth I really don't want to go through the trouble and when I say I don't care I am just running away from reality. Because I. AM. TOO. LAZYYYYYY.
Cannot cannot cannot cannot cannot cannot cannot cannot cannot cannot cannot cannot cannot cannot cannot cannot cannot cannot cannot cannot cannot cannot cannot cannot cannot cannot cannot cannot cannot cannot cannot cannot cannot cannot cannot cannot cannot cannot cannot cannot cannot cannot cannot cannot cannot cannot cannot MUST CHANGE MY ATTITUDE.
The thing is that I don't want to look back and blame myself for not putting in enough effort in my stuff, and let my own mental barriers limit the standards of my work. And so I started to plan to study after my lessons on Monday while training for kendo training to start, fridays for studying at cafes before my Japanese class, Wednesday & Thursday either do homework, or research. Tuesday if can, relax. Saturday, do homework and Japanese. Sunday portfolio. Oh shit still got NAPFA training sia...maybe I pon la, don't like to run in school damn hot one.
Omg what came to me right. You know why, it's all because of a cup of latte. After I downed that cup of latte when I was in coffee club at Kinokuniya, I felt like superman sia machiam anything also can do like that. 15 minutes before my coffee I was going to fall asleep on my japanese homework and 15 minutes later I was like furiously looking through my old test papers and looking out for mistakes and after that doing mind maps for UCD and writing down notes that I could remember from RIA class. The last time I felt so much like studying was like 87261748 centuries ago.
When the caffeine wears off tomorrow, we'll see how.